from the open book 4

Just as expected..

Knew I wasn't going to be consistent at all. Well it's not like I have that much time anyway so I think it's excusable. End of week 1 of 13 of Semester 1. I felt like I've learnt nothing... ~.~ Nothing's going in at all, ai.. Still haven't got into the rhythm of studying yet, which if I don't soon I'll regret it for the rest of my current second year life.. Friends are already advising me to start early, to start now. I'm trying, but there's so much distraction everywhere, things to worry about, things to deal with first. I found out that 1 min ( actually probably less than that) is all it takes to screw up 2nd year and waste 1 year of my life and money. Extremely sad and disapointed to hear that I'll be seeing some friends around in the same class as me, what a pity... Secretly might've been happy to hear that in 1st year, but now I know how it feels like and deeply feel sorry for them.. At least last time it took me more than 1 min to mess up, so it was more justifiable.. Well, hopefully regular practise is going to help me when that time comes. I'm never going to get a second chance anymore if things go wrong again.. That'll be a huge disappointment to me, to my family, to everyone >.< Friends, coursemates, hope things will go smoothly for you all. And whoever is thinking of coming over here to study, I can only tell you this:" Thinking of Edinburgh? Be prepared; Go to Glasgow instead"