I'm still a noob.. :(

I think I'm still a noob at blogging.. I'm just writing down whatever I was thinking at that time mah.. Does it have to always mean something to the readers? After seeing my friends' comment about my Black Sheep post, I'd rather they say nothing at all.. I know what I wrote is kinda confusing but I just want to tell what I think and know. I know it doesn't seem to make sense but I hope someone who reads it do understand.. Haiz.. :( Should I keep writing or should I just write them here instead and only write discernable blogs in there? Duno lah.. Maybe I'll just keep writing on both.. If they don't understand that is not my problem. I'm just sharing my thoughts and it goes to show further that most people don't understand me..